On Dodging A Bullet

I did the right thing. I know I did. Honestly, I really wanted to go and compete. But...with the right people. I'm not saying I don't like them. It's just that I don't know if I can work well with them. Maybe I'm being too picky for my level. I really feel that I am. And I feel really bad. But I'd rather feel that than stuck myself in a position that will only toxify me. (google's underlining the word "toxify". maybe it's not a real word. dunno. but you get it right?) Well, what's done is done. I'm sure I dodged a bullet by doing so. So still, good job, me, for having the guts to say no.